gosh, i know, i'm not suppose to be online, but i'm sending out math answers. you can't blame me. =)

anyways! my dogs left for their grooming! so they'd be bald when they reach home. and i'm going to get my dress tailored tomorrow! AND I HAVEN'T THOUGHT OF A DESIGN! i just want a simple tube dress that goes down to knee length not anywhere longer. and just one colour. yea, VERY simple, why don't i just get it from some random shop? gosh. i REALLY don't know. i'm thinking of something which i can wear at any suitable occasion not just for graduation which is at *ahem* the Swissôtel (just in case you can't see the font, it says the SWISSOTEL) *faints* yes the i suppose 5 star hotel? =)

=) i can't wait for graduation! but that means that i've to do my o's and prelims. and TIME IS PASSING BY SO SO SO FAST. omg.

and very random but i have to say this. i LOVE FIVETWO. you guys rock man. i can't find any other class that showers after PE, eats maggie, buys pancakes, orders donut/macdonalds/ and what have you. omg!=)

tried out the hair straightener today when huanli bought it to class (after my shower, i tried it.=)) turned out nicer then i thought, my hair was flat for a good ten minutes and it went back to normal again! omg.

but ten minutes is better then nothing.

=) and today's bio remedial although it was annoying but when we had our break while waiting for the osmosis reaction to take place, we took A LOT of crazy photos. nerds, ah lians and all that jazz.

juls has been coming by more often then before, and yes she has a motive! (who doesn't! LOL) she wants to walk my dogs. lol! see it works very well in three good ways. firstly i can trail behind her, w/o having to hold on to the leash. secondly, my dogs get LONGER walks because she loves to walk them, the longer the better! and thirdly, she likes to walk my dogs. =) haha! compromise.

on sunday i had cell, had A LOT of things on my mind. why? because on that day they were talking about gambling and such. Jac said something like, she never lied FOR her friend. so i reflected. omg, i do lie for my friends sometimes, but the main problem is that i MAKE my friends lie FOR me. and another thing, gambling, everyone knows that we shouldn't gamble. so what if other people gamble, should you? don't you have your own values? and yea, i gamble. although i played mahjong with money once. but i bet a lot. no, not those under horse-racing or 4D/toto kind. but i like to make bets with my friends. because i know that i will win. and usually i do, and what does that do to you? it makes you want to lay down more bets isn't it? it's because you're given a glimpse of hope that you'll earn a really quick buck.

well so, ernie said something like we have to have a stand? or something along that line. we have our values, and we have to stand by them, we need a foundation. what about me? i realised that i'm GREAT at giving excuses. really, that is the one thing i excel in. i set a goal for myself. ie, 2.4km run. i see 4 trees, and intends to run to the 4th three and stop. but i run and run, and see the second tree, and decides to stop. wth?

another eg. today i will finish nutrition in plants. and what do i do? oh, i play the piano, play with my dogs. sleep. and the day passes again. and that cycle just goes on. because i have that mentality that tomorrow, or later, i will have the time to do. i will have that will later. it's ALWAYS LATER. never NOW. goodness.

nevermind.. i ought to go bathe now.

=D today was great all the same.

oh Lord give me the strength to stay awake, bless my family and my friends (and my dogs), help me to grow closer to you because i have that distant feeling (again). and i pray that i can attend the FOP and the planetshakers concert. give me the strength to study for my prelims that is in 45days time. and that i'll do well for prelims AND the o's to get into the school/course i want to. or rather show me what you want me to do. =) help me to bring more people to you too. amen.

i cooked dinner today!! =)

it's a happy day, everything feels so right.